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(3:12)하나님이 가라사대 내가 정녕 너와 함께 있으리라 네가 백성을 애굽에서 인도하여 낸 후에 너희가 이 산에서 하나님을 섬기리니 이것이 내가 너를 보낸 증거니라.

(3:14-15) 하나님이 모세에게 이르시되 나는 스스로 있는 자니라 또 이르시되 너는 이스라엘 자손에게 이같이 이르기를 스스로 있는자가 나를 너희에게 보내셨다 하라. 하나님이 또 모세에게 이르시되 너는 이스라엘 자손에게 이같이 이르기를 나를 너희에게 보내신 이는 너희 조상의 하나님 곧 아브라함의 하나님, 이삭의 하나님, 야곱의 하나님, 여호와라 하라 이는 나의 영원한 이름이요 대대로 기억할 나의 표호니라.

거미줄처럼..?!

2010 제주도 송악산

나 는 누구인가? 예외적으로 이번에만 격언을 끌어들여 말하자면 사실상 이런 질문은 모두 왜 내가 어떤 영혼에 사로잡혀 있는가를 아는 것으로 귀착되는 문제가 아닐까? 사로 잡혀있다는 말은 어떤 존재들과 나 사이에 내가 생각했던 것보다 더 특이하고 더 필연적으로 더 불안하게 만드는 관계를 맺게 한다는 점에서 나를 혼란스럽게 만든다는 것을 고백해야겠다.
중요한 것은 내가 이 세상에서 서서히 발견하게 된 개인적인 능력들이, 내게는 주어지지 않은 일반적인 능력을 추구하려는 노력과 상충하지 않았다는 것이다. 내가 알고 있는 나의 여러 가지 취향, 내가 어떤 대상에 대해서 느끼는 친근성 , 내가 빠져드는 매력, 나에게 발생하는 사건들, 오직 나에게만 발생하는 사건들을 넘어서, 또 내가 실천한 수많은 행동, 나만이 체험하게 되는 감정들을 넘어서, 다른 사람들과 비교했을 때 나의 차별성이 무엇이고, 그 원인이 어디에 있는 것인지를 알아내기 위해 나는 부단히 노력하겠다. 내가 이 차별성을 인식하는 정도가 얼마나 분명하냐에 따라서 내가 다른 사람들과 달리 무엇을 하려고 이 세상에 태어났으며 세계의 운명에 대해서 나만이 책임질 수 있는 유일한 메시지가 무엇인가의 문제가 밝혀질 수 있지 않을까?

그리고 바로 이것이 거미줄의 이미지다. 내 영혼을 사로잡은 너무나 연약한 거미줄! 햇빛 속의 거미줄을 볼 때 무심코 눈을 감아버린다면 그건 그 거미줄이 눈이 부셔서가 아니라 너무나 사라져버리기 쉬워 어떻게 그 의미를 읽어내야 하는지 알 수 없어서일지도 모르겠다. 이런 거미줄의 이미지는 앙드레 브르통에게나 거미줄을 타고 연인에게 가고자 했던 남자에게나, 나에게나 ‘상식적인 생각과 어긋나는 갑작스런 연결과, 망연자실하게 만드는 일치의 세계’ ‘빛의 세계와 같은 금지된 세계로 나를 이끌어갈 수 있는 그런’ 이미지, 즉 가능하지 않을 수 있다고 생각하면서도 오랫동안 꿔온 꿈, 어느 한 순간 너무나 이상적인 것! 불안 속의 위안인 어떤 것일 것이다.

그래서 뜨거운 대기 속으로 빨려 들어가는 것 말고는 달리 할 일이 없는 어느 한여름 오후에, ‘나는 누구인가?’란 질문을 ‘나는 어떤 영혼에 사로잡혀있는가?’로 바꿔 던져볼 때, 우리는 그 질문의 신비로움에 놀라게 된다. 왜냐하면 이런 질문은 ‘나’를 다른 것과 바꿔보게 하기 때문이다. 그런데 나를 다른 것과 바꾸는 것이야말로 나는 누구인가? 라는 질문을 새롭고 낯설게 한다. 나를 다른 것과 바꿔 보는 동안 우리는 또 변하고 있기 때문이다. 줄을 타고 기어가는 동안 빛과 떨림 때문에 변하는 한 마리 거미처럼.


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someone says...

Someone says that I look like very free person.
Sometimes, I did.

But it is different to observe from to know.

Stress makes me very old.

Therefore, sometimes, I am so sad...

Henry Matisse Quotation

Matisse in his Own Words

Why have I never been bored? For more than fifty years I have never ceased to work.

When I put a green, it it not grass. When I put a blue, it is not the sky.

I desire pleasure. I am not a revolutionary by principle. I was educated in an entirely different manner.

My mother liked everything I did. It is from her affection for her that I always drew what theory failed to offer me per finish the painting.

Would not it be best to leave room to mystery?

What interests me most is neither still life nor landscape: it is the human figure.

What I dream of is an art of balance, of purity and serenity, devoid of troubling or depressing subject matter, an art which could be for every mental worker, for the businessman as well as the man of letters, for example, a soothing, calming influence on the mind, something like a good armchair which provides relaxation from physical fatigue.

Expression, for me, does not reside in passions glowing in a human face or manifested by violent movement. The entire arrangement of my picture is expressive; the place occupied by the figures, the empty spaces around them, the proportions, everything has its share.

I have always tried to hide my efforts and wished my works to have the light joyousness of springtime, which never lets anyone suspect the labors it has cost me....

Drawing is like making an expressive gesture with the advantage of permanence.

I do not literally paint that table, but the emotion it produces upon me.

Exactitude is not truth.

Cutting into color reminds me of the sculptor's direct carving.

Seek the strongest color effect possible... the content is of no importance.

In modern art, it is undoubtedly to Cézanne that I owe the most.

The essential thing is to spring forth, to express the bolt of lightning one senses upon contact with a thing. The function of the artist is not to translate an observation but to express the shock of the object on his nature; the shock, with the original reaction.

I wouldn't mind turning into a vermilion goldfish.

A young painter who cannot liberate himself from the influence of past generations is digging his own grave.

There is nothing more difficult for a truly creative painter than to paint a rose, because before he can do so he has first to forget all the roses that were ever painted.

You study, you learn, but you guard the original naivete. It has to be within you, as desire for drink is within the drunkard or love is within the lover.

An artist must never be a prisoner. Prisoner? An artist should never be a prisoner of himself, prisoner of style, prisoner of reputation, prisoner of success, etc.

It has bothered me all my life that I do not paint like everybody else.

I don't know whether I believe in God or not. I think, really, I'm some sort of Buddhist. But the essential thing is to put oneself in a frame of mind which is close to that of prayer.

I would like to recapture that freshness of vision which is characteristic of extreme youth when all the world is new to it.

There are always flowers for those who want to see them.

Creativity takes courage.

It is not enough to place colors, however beautiful, one beside the other; colors must also react on one another. Otherwise, you have cacophony.

Work cures everything.

Impressionism is the newspaper of the soul.

If my story were ever to be written truthfully from start to finish, it would amaze everyone.

© Succession H. Matisse 2009, for all works by the artist
copyright@2009

If your dreams come true, what should you do?

I went to cheesecake factory in Chicago, then enjoyed plain cheesecake with coffee.
What a peaceful time to me!!

2010 summer.

I visited to Chicago after I left 2 years ago.
Everything was changed a lot.
But interest thing was that people could want to change when they get something from others.
I made some unique handkerchief and the person who got the gift made their own thing.

How about you?

Start new life, new artwork,,

I think artist should enjoy when they are making artwork.
No pressure, no deadline/ just enjoy...

This is my moto.


I will try this from now on...

It's hothothot~~!!!

Usually, I used to listen to Korean song and watch dramas. Today, I had a meeting of my major department.


It was over 90 degrees and we had a little meeting, then cleaned a studio and rooms.
I got wet due to my sweat and I helped my friends dismantled frame to the outside.
I was so exhausted and tired.

Then I needed to take English test for ITA(international teaching assistant, and I finished all test for half an hours. There were three test and I met my professor in the second test. I surprised a lot, because she could not any comment right before the meeting.
There were 4 interviewers in one room, and they asked about my major,work, and my thinking.
I did do my best to every question.

After that, I went to cafe to eat really sweet ice cream with my friend.
The weather was so hot, and it was over 90 degrees as I said before.

I took parking permit in this afternoon.


I will attend the TA Orientation as General portion of Orientation.


Good luck to me.

The two world

While I am swimming, I can feel two different world.
Outside of the water and inside of that.

Like both side of coin, these two world can apart each other.

Our lives is the same as...

Both side...

Julie&Julia

I just watched the movie "Julie&Julia." It was their "Release" day and I had waited so long. So, I watched the movie and I liked it so much.
First, There were a lot of French food I'd like to eat.

"You could change the world."

This is the impressive sentence that I've ever heard before.
If the world would be changed due to me, it could be so valuable things in my life.

This movie made me change. And the Meryle Streep's act is great~~!!

I could not believe she was "Miranda", and "Dona" before. She absolutely changed to Julie and she was so lovely and attractive to everyone I thought.

From today, I will write some kind of diary here.

Good night.

, relax

I cut my finger today.
I was because my unconscious time.
So.. painful and bloody...so...much..
I suddenly knocked down in my studio.

While I was cutting my board for my project, I listened music at that time.

Anyway, I came home and did some cleaning.
Then I went to health center at my university.
I got some first ads. Then took a nap.
I realized that push is not good. Sometimes, I need to take a rest.

I called one of my church friends and she informed my pain to others.
I got some phonecall .
Finally, she came to my house with other friend.
I got encourage from them .... then, I realize I am not alone.

yes.. I am..


keep going,,,,


한국말로 쓸수 있을지.
오늘 작업을 하다가 칼로 손가락을 베엇다.
피가 많이 낫고 잠깐 기절도 했었다가
정신을 차리고 집으로돌아왓다.
아프길래 학교 헬스센터로 가서
약간의 응급치료를 받고 돌아왔다.

교회언니에게 전화를 햇고
그 언니는 다른 친구들에게 연락을 해 주엇다.

정말 아팟지만
몇통의 안부 전화를 받았고
마음이 따뜻해져 옴을 느꼈다.

중요한 날인것 같다.

The first day of May.

Is it true in May?

I hope it is not really situation.

Actually, now I am preparing move to other states.

I am an artist and want to study more in the USA.

Usually, I have worked artwork about Korean traditional things.

Howver, when I came here, I have being started about new things because everything is new for me.

These two concepts are very different. It means opposite sites.

I hope I could work countinously until my last days in my whole life.

Previously, I was not good an artist.

" Effort is the mother of success." I have had heard this proverb. Like this one, I tried again and again and again.

Patience, persistence, consistence, long time....

I like these words.

No one knows your future.

On the other hand, I will try to do my best in each day.

artist->artwork->fan->continuing work

When I participated in group exhibitions, someone said to me.

Nothing special..

You just can make your artwork and show them.

Someone likes your artwork and then the person becomes your FAN.

Whenever your fans increase, you need to make your artwork more.

If the artwork piled, you could make your exhibition.

This is just a way of artist life.

At that time, I memorized this story but I did not connect to me.

But now,, I did.

ABSOULUTELY...